Actually, quite a lot has been going on.
Let's start with an update on me. Just because it's the most boring.
I took three months off to recover from neck problems due to work. It was really hard because of a few factors.
First, I like to get things done. I'm not one to just sit around. But that's what I had to do for three months. People may think "Three months OFF? That sounds AWESOME!" but for people like me (obsessive and hyper vigilant) it's a very difficult thing to get your head around. It's even harder to actually DO it.
Secondly, the guilt. Oh my, the guilt. Guilt about not being able to work and help my team mates at my job (whom I know were put under excessive stress due to my absence). Guilt about not being able to help out with my family (because to heal I needed to rest completely). Guilt about not riding my horses.
I did get my trainer's assistant to ride Phil, which was really really great. But it still made me feel bad. I couldn't help tack up. I couldn't help put him away. Or clean tack. I needed to do nothing if I ever wanted to heal my neck. Which I did to the best of my ability.
Lastly the pain. Let me tell you, labor pains were easier to deal with than this neck thing. Shooting pains down my arm, nonstop aching pain in my neck and shoulders, back spasms, oh and I was super grumpy. So there was that. For three months. Imagine how pleasant I was to be around. NOT VERY.
I'm now back to work, and back to riding. It's been going well, but not wonderful. I don't think my neck will ever be the same. There isn't much I can do about it. Surgery will solve the immediate problems in my neck, but due to my job I will be likely to have further problems because of any surgery I choose to have. I was fortunate that the physical therapy was successful in reducing my pain and allowing me to return to work.
Will my neck ever be the same? Nope. I have some days where I have pain after work. Then I just have to deal with it. I do neck stretches and exercises daily. It helps, but I will never have the same robust neck that I used to. Riding helps a lot, actually, because dressage does a great job of aligning your spine/neck in the proper position. But there are some days that, after work, I'm in too much pain to ride.
And this winter. Don't even get me started. Trying to ride in Ohio this winter has been completely a waste of time and effort. Because of my asthma I can't ride if it's colder than 25 degrees outside. Unless I don't care about breathing, which I do very much. So I feel like this winter has been mostly a waste as far as training goes. It's sucky, but it is what it is.
Next up, what's Kaswyn doing?
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