Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Blue

It's been a while since I've posted. I haven't really felt like writing. I'm a little sad about something, but I don't want to talk about it yet. No, there's nothing wrong with Craig, the girls, or Kaswyn. It's something else. Eventually it will all come out. Truthfully I feel like a bit of a jerk for feeling the way I feel, so it won't be easy to come clean about it. I know that's kind of cryptic, but that's all you get right now.

Trust me, we'll talk later.

20 comments:

Beth said...

I couldnt find your email address... (you can not post this)

Does this have to do with the woman that you blogged about with the invitro (sp?)

I hope you are okay. My thoughts are with you.

20 meter circle of life said...

I wonder what happened to you. Let it out when you are ready.
What do you mean by nice back? He has a great top line if thats what you mean, and he is rather on the muscle right now. They call hin SHREK at the arab shows and at Open shows I always get asked if he is a secton D pony.

Rising Rainbow said...

OK, I'll be here when you're ready.

dressagemom said...

Beth,

No, it has nothing to do with that, thank goodness.

20 meter,

I think his back looks up, strong, and soft in those pictures. Which is a good thing! And I don't think he looks like Shrek. :P

RR,

Thanks. :)

haffiegirl said...

You're in my thoughts... I'll keep checking back.

And thanks for all your help with my horse hunt. Your words of wisdom and years of experience have been very helpful.

dressagemom said...

Thanks haffiegirl. I really hope your horse hunt is successful and that you find your equine soul mate.

Yeah, I get corny like that sometimes...sorry.

craig said...

Is the problem that your husband is just too goddamn sexy?

Mrs Mom said...

Thinking of you as well here in the Southland...

Chin up and kiss your horse! ;)

dressagemom said...

Craig,

That's not a problem. That's an asset.

Mrs. Mom,

Thanks...consider him kissed. :)

Katee said...

There you are! I've missed you. I went to Craig's site and thought about asking him where you were, but that felt a little bit like "blog stalking" (is that a thing?). I hope this blueness is melted away by the love Craig, your girls and Kaswyn (to whom you are the sun and moon) have for you!

dressagemom said...

Katee,

Thanks for the well wishes. I'm still here, just not writing anything. And yes, blog stalking is real but I don't think you're doing it. Someone from unpleasant memories past seems unusually obsessed with me and checks my blog constantly, but I don't think any of the horsey people are stalking me. And my stalker is not the source of my blues - she couldn't be more of a non issue!

lovelee said...

Whatever has you out with, you are in my thoughts. I can tell from your posts that you have a big heart, and I am sure that you will find a way to come to peace with what is bothering you.

Beth said...

Is it stalking if I check your blog five times a day??? hehe.

Thoughts and prayers are here for you.

Wiola said...

Glad to hear you are still there! I'm feeling rather blue myself but the problems seem always boringly connected with finances - either way I hope you will feel better soon and share your stories with us in your own time.

dressagemom said...

Lovelee,

Thanks. :)

Beth,

It's only stalking if you have hateful intentions, like this other lady. I know for a fact that she used to check my blog 5 or 6 times a day. I'm sure she still does but she has gotten wise and now her hometown does not show up on my logs.

Wiola,

Yeah, issues with finances get me down too. But I think most horse people feel this way. There are very few people that I know who have horses that don't struggle with every penny.

Beckz said...

I'm sorry you are sad, that really sucks. I hope it improves for you soon

20 meter circle of life said...

OK I might be Beths co stalker

dressagemom said...

Okay, now you guys are making me laugh with the stalker thing.

Thanks. :)

Katee said...

Anything we can do to make you laugh is a good thing!

20 meter circle of life said...

I am a total stalker, I have checked your blog like 3 times today. you need to post soon or I am going to have to see a shrink, I am obsessing

 
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